Yesterday was pulau ubin hike. came home half dead. My legs were like so tired. And according to mr teo’s estimate, we walked 10 km. Though i think we walked even more… And Raja was being lame. he say since we walk so much so next sat dun have CCA. BO LIAO. Next sat is labour day.

In the morning, we went to changi point from school by bus to board a boat to pulau ubin. it was drizzling and how i wished it had rained longer.. lol..

On the bus, Shawn and winston were being lame. they kept waving to ppl they saw on the road. and one of the indian workers even waved back. was like very funny..

Then went there and started. We sec 3 s were to lead but in the end it was mostly jia xu doing the job. we walk like damn fast and when 3 groups of us met (2 patrols 1 group), we were on our way to the 3rd checkpoint while the others i think were onl their 2nd. Then it was from then when some dogs begin to follow us wherever we go. At the end of everything, only one dog was left. We climbed up that dunno wat moutain and it followed us. So cool… Ended at about 3 pm went home and played all night… But still very tired.

Not going out today. NExt week still got stupid A maths n SS test. And peter low didnt even tell us anything.

Hi ppl! Long time no blog! Been bz and lazy at the same time. Nothing much and I have forgotten them liao. Lemme tok about today.

Today sort of have a shock. It seems that Mr Teo already noes i dun like scouts from the beginning n he said something about teaching us for 2 years n treat us like his children and stuff and he ask me to hang on. Yes I am trying to.

Then PE ran 6 rounds. 10 mins. Accodring to Mr Chew, improved 40++ seconds… maybe today cos heng yu ran beside and got encouragement or something.. thanks pal.. hehe

Came back maths, helmi gay as usual, peter low the same. CRAP. Jus found out Mr Koh is called Nigel…. nice name..

Then recess alvin hurt his leg. But I real pei fu he still can climb all the way upstairs. haha if it was me i would be moaning n groaning. hm.. maybe we get to switch classes with 1G…

Then after recess nothing much. Just miss goh lesson is funny…. cant really explain why. Then during LHC’s lesson, I managed to sleep sitting straight. You can tell how tired I was. And he saw it and he said he pei fu n wanna learn from me.. waaa… haha.. And he mentioned something about not toking those vulgarity and then so gerald went on a “Speak Cleanly” campaign after school. LAME.

Then after school a sec 2 prefect went to check our classroom cleaniness.. and they like made fun of her and say mus give us good thinggies and then they switched the ranking with 3H.. We were D and they were C and got the first.. haha so we switched over and made the prefect nan zuo ren.. LOL

After that came home n slept until jus now. So tired.

Today is sports day. A very hot day though the weather report said it would rain but it didnt. Now i am a bit sun burnt and VERY tanned. Under normal look I look quite black (compared to the parts that didnt get exposed to the sun) and under strong light (like the sun), its a bit sort of reddish brown.

Got into stadium @ around 7 ++. Not much ppl yet. Then the thinggy started at about 8 am. Then we had flag raising. The sound system was so terrible! Can’t stand it. Then the MC said “National Anthem” after we had just finished singing it and it turned out she meant the pledge. Then she said the pledge wrongly!!!! Is she even fit to be a S’porean? She said “….so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and JUSTICE for our nation” instead of the word “PROGRESS” which is then correct. Proness!

Then everything started. Nothing much i remembered. Just that DHS won quite a lot of thinggies. Almost eveything we have a share in it. Congrats to all DHS ppl!

Then had break, the store was crowded as usual. Reminds me of wat happened during Sec 1 times. Then when we got back, we went to the wrong entrance to get back our ez-lin which the prefects took to prevent us from running away. Wa lao! Wasted so much time.

After that was series of races. Mostly relay races. Ngee Ann was the winner in ALL of them. The B And C boys and Girls for 20 x 100, 4 X 100, 4 X 400. XIAO one. And the results was always (except for 2 races) First: Ngee Ann, Second, DHS, Third is mostly Temasak (i think Chung Cheng got some of em). The only ones we didnt get was the C Boys 4 x 400 (which we got 3rd, that race was nice! We were starting off as last then some pro guys caught up n was at the peak second. But @ the end chung cheng chased up n we got 3rd =( ) and the B Boys 4 x 400 which we got last. Sadly.

And that MC was LAME. She did not realize she was saying 4 x 4 running thinggy when it is supposed to be 4 x 100. If you are to run 16 metres y bother having a competition? Even a 5 year old kid can do 16 m… hehe.. I think she inexperienced one la…

Then cheering comp temesak got the prize. Dunno who got second or third la. I expected Chung Cheng to get one… oh well…

Hi ppl! sorry for tha lag of updates. had loads of work to do, the chinese website comp!!

Anyway next week got ting xie n sec 1 express 1A n 1B test. DIE

Went band concert yesterday (now is 1 am) and it was sian sian sian. We were sittin in front of some kao beh ppl. They asked us to shuddup when they were laughin themselves. n they r DHS sec 4s. Then we switched to using HP to pass msgs, n they still complain indirectly that it is very bright n crappy stuff. so being pissed we moved front. n felt much better.

Anywya jus got my bill. DIE this month strike record. 60 bucks. Lemme tell u the usage. I used 18 mb of GPRS, cant believe, but no worries, tis month wont have cos last month downlaoded a lot of stuff. Then still got the MMS, 8 bucks, 705 SMS sent!!! 705 u noe? BIG number! WOW record! And then also tok time like 4 hours. so add up 60 bucks. DIE

And today i send like 60 SMS liao. DIE more. hai i expected this one la… anyway too tired liao, gonna sleep….

B’fore that lemme tok bout wat happen today.

Was having a strange dream of someone called Linux. Why would someone want to be called Linux?!?!? Strange. Then i got mornin call from daniel @ about 8 then woke up do the stuff until like 12 i went out. to school to show wu lao shi the stuff. then when i reached downstairs, realized i dun have my HP. I was like DIE I must have lost it. So i ran up and search everywhere n i called my HP only to find out i set it to silent mode. Then i found it on my day’s matress, camoflauged with the matress color. NicE!

Then went on bus n saw someone from my pri school smoking. WAAA wat is the world coming to. Then saw Miss Ang, my pri school teacher n the first thing she asked me when she saw me was my bro’s size… haha lame. my bro is obviously OVERWEIGHT and HE WILL definitely get into T(rim)A(nd)F(it) club next year. Serves him right!

Then went off, to school then do the thing, then yvonne called then made her wait for me then went off to meet the others. Then we walk one round then eat at MAcs cos the girls wanted to eat at thai resturant for 8 bucks, siao! So ex. So in the end we went to mac, only 2 bucks cheaper.. diao..The others (xin’en yu cai n wan hsin) went to burger king while xy yvonne n me went to MAc xos i dun like BK. They say they dun want to go mac cos they dun wanna lose to me. wat they mean? or isit bcos i ask them not to eat thai then they qian jiu me then dun want to do it again? haha lame la. then while eating they called yvonne n me at the same time. so bo liao. waste my money.
Then off they go to take some bo liao n expensive neoprints while WE (xin en me yvonne xy) go off to the concert hall. Then TXY didnt bring his ticket n i thought of askin herhan to come out to prove he got buy ticket but couldnt. So with the help of preston i managed to get him in. Thanks preston. Then the thing i mentioned ABOVE happened. Then saw quite a lot of ppl. Fiona wear until like ahem.. When i saw my mouse was WIDE open. Commentless.

Then later went walin around to see the scenery round the Singapore River then went home.. haha while we were walkin xin en (who didnt see the scenery with us) to the MRT, she took the escalator UP when the station was underground. We r (i think) at basement 1, so she took the escalator to ground level when the MRT station should be at basement 2.haha we were like laughing @ it. LAME.

Anywya someone rumoured that the N-Gage 2 pic was sighted. See it here and the report on it at neowin.

I am very depressed. Dont think i always laugh and seem so called cheerful and u think i am ok and nothin is happening to me. Now i really cant stand it. I am going to talk about it!

They say u cant judge a book by its cover, And yes! u cant do that to me! I am very very depressed. or rather i feel so. I have never openly spoke about it but sometimes i almost let it all out. But i kept it in, jus to keep quiet. I dont noe y i feel better that way. Why oh why?!?!

I feel lonely. U think i aint? U think that i always sort of hang around with them I aint lonely? NO! I AM FEELING LONELY.Why? How? Take today’s example. That helmi say change seat. good! I originally wanted to sit with heng yu but in the end everything changed n they r all stuffed into one corner all by themselves and me?!?!?!?!?!?!? I AM ALONE!!!!!!!!!!! And i still have to suffer from all those ppl who wants their seat changed jus for some things! I have always sacfificed, like my printer! i print print print for them then my printer until no ink, ask for some money to help me buy ink cos my mum will definitely kill me if she noes. and they? they jus say sorr la and all the stuff. WTH. U think i jus hah8aha it away it will be ok? NO. I am not ok. I keep it to myself. Do u noe how bad it feels like this? U will not.

No one noes how i feel. No one! I tok to someone, then never even reply anything good to me then say i gtg and byebye that person goes. I wont say who and n no ones cares about how i feel. Why am i more con cerned to how other feels? Like patricia she definitely not happy about seat change that yu ting wants n y i observe it n say i dun mind no change? I am like sacrificing again.

Yes i tell myself the world is not fair, but why is it like this to me???? They always throw me in one corner and i am always left with myself or something they dun want.

I am almost crying when i typed this u noe? I have not cried for a long time n i really feel like doing so now. No one ever bother about me. THey jus take me as something to help them, to let them niao and suan, then wats more, to dump away when i am not needed and to take care of their rubbish.

I bet everyone who read this will not reply or bother to even say anything. because no one cares. And i noe those ppl will never read my blog one so they will still not noe. If you noe who they r help me tell them this. Or dun even bother would be better.

Was i born to be like this?

Is speech day today but none of my buisness. It was raining at about afternoon which is the time for their parade thinggy. IT is still raining now. So I wonder what they are going to do.

Shawn called at 11 am today to ask me whether i got go for ji he this morning. I didnt go cos it was sTUPID, jus to whic (or whip dunno la) the ropes. Waste of time. I thought he was callin me to go and it turns out that he n winston also didnt go. We sure have mo qi eh? I mean all the sec 3s except Jia Xu all xin you ling xi…And something strange: Shawn said Benedict called him in the morning askin him to go. WOW! Is this bad news?

Tml sucks. Overnight. No comments.

Was lookin through the 2002 yearbook. (dun ask me y) and I went to see the sec 1s pic, which is US! Now I realized some dramatic changes that happened to some ppl. Lemme List.
1A: Eh Gerald Goh never smiles in his photos. Does he? Hair almost same as now. Alvin also never smile. His hair a bit diff from now. Was a bit flat like a bao. Jia Wei ah, not much changes I can see… Woon Long, nothing changed i think. Joanne eh hair very different from now. Justine ah, was more he ge last time. Hair diff, had ponytail i think.

1C: I almost could not recognise Royce! Think hair n face quite diff from now. yu Ting no apparent changes. Jia da also. Jia xu not much except his hair. Alan no changes. Chang Sheng’s hair was so diff las time from now. Wen Han had not much changes.
1D: Eugene’s hair was like an explosion las time, maybe now a bit but not as “exploding” as las time. Fiona ah was also more he ge las time. Still has that smile. (eew) Li hao eh was also more he ge las time. Hair diff. Was as black. And apparently was much shorter.
1E: all the ppl i noe from 1E doesnt seem to have changed.
1F: Heng Yu’s hair was EXPLODING!! i was laughing like mad when i saw him last time, so bad… Eric was erm how to say, looked a lot diff from now. Maybe is bcos las time was short pants now long pants..Not much changes to other I know of.
1G: Apparently Aloysius was more he ge then. Sam was still as @#$!. you know what I mean. Wei Chee i think only hair changed. Winston not much changed, he still wears that smile today.
1H: Nita looked a bit anunty like. Hair no change.
1Irox4eva: You see the diff in class listing? hehe i am biased. I am going to write more: And stupidly i erased what I write. and I am angry.

Zheng Jie has flown to china. Daniel’s hair, Zi Jian’s hair, Kelvin Feng no change, Yan Ci no change, WKK no change, Ming Shi Michelle no change, Victoria and Heng Jie’s hair, Jonah no change, Xun Yong the hair and more friendly now than last time, Kai Chian CArmen no change, Elaine and chuanlui the hair, Shang Yunn nothing, Wei Deng the hair, Kelvin ho also, Shi Yi no change, Wang Mo the hair, Kian Yong the hair and still as black, Xin en no change, Yu Cai the hair, jia min yvonne no change, Wan Hsin the hair, Me thinner, taller n hair (almost the same la, i dun care), Oh wen hui,… her hair made me laugh, las time her hair was like so “ma jie”ish… Herhan hair, kailee kelvin lin nothin, HuiTing n eileen the hair, sophia nothin

Now the text us ee above was typed by me in anger as i erased what i typed earlier! I shall anaylyse sec 2 ones next time.

Tml is speech day so cool! No school tml. Now today is a very shocking day for me. It concerns P[eter](il)low. Pillow is derived from Peter Low.

During SS, as he was crapping out of the content from the TB, he went round the world once bfore coming to say that he is waiting for some terrorist act to happen in singapore cos he say the world is lookin at us for being the next target cos we r sort of USA’s ally. SADIST! Cant stand him, he speaks like he is a terrorist! What’s his problem? If we really get an attack HE might be the next one to become jobless or HE might be one of them who perishes and WE will be living in constant fear. WTH. Pillow pillow ah… What are you thinking?

Nothin much to say jus that during flag raising kew had a spot check n tons of ppl were caught.. (Sadist me hehe)